so long I couldnt look at this place,
this space who i was i am will be
not
anymore ever
maybe
til now. today.
something has changed.
something has moved
around inside
and maybe i can see again
sort of
what is sacrifice?
what is myth?
what is butchery?
what is a daughter?
how does any of this matter
to me?
or does it anymore?
we shall see
and time will tell
